Just a small town girl with big time dreams, living by my rules and learning from my mistakes…

I have a past, just like everyone, but mine is a lot more colourful. Because of this, I’m very guarded and find it hard to trust people. That’s why I put up a wall. I’m not really who I pretend to be. If you looked hard enough, you would see there is something hiding behind my smile. Tumblr is my way to escape. I use it to post whatever I am feeling at the time. I want to be able to look back on it one day and say “That’s who I was at that time in my life. That’s what I was going through. That is how I felt. That is what made me the person I am today.”

Lately, I’ve been learning a lot about myself. I used to tell myself that I didn’t care what other people thought of me. But to be honest, everything I did was to please other people. I used to think about how people would react before I made a decision, and this has actually caused me to have a lot of regrets. I always wanted someone to notice me. I suppose I just wanted to fit in. But now, that’s changed. While I do care what other people think of me, I’m not letting it affect my decisions. And I am finally starting to be happy with myself.

My inbox is always open to everyone. Believe me, there is not a lot I haven’t been through so if you ever need anyone to talk to, advice, or just a shoulder to cry on, I am here for you ! I will not judge you. I will not tell anyone. I will simple listen and try to help. So please, do not be afraid to contact me. You’ll be surprised how much it can help to talk to someone.

That’s really all I have to say. Thanks for stopping by…

And remember, Live the Life you Love, Love the Life you Live <3